Friday, August 1, 2014

Long time


It has been awhile since I last post in blog...
It have been a funny year for me this past year. I am stuck In a situation where I was tried of every things that happen.. It goes on and on every year..
We know what we lack off, but we just can't change it.. Every time we put up the question but the same question keep coming out each year.. 
Maybe is time to take a rest. Not just me, I think all of us who serve in the same thing we should press a break once awhile.. 

Monday, October 28, 2013

Anyone? Or someone els !

It had been almost 15 years I live with you guys, you know 10 year ago I try to find my own group and then you guys said I am so childish because I stick with a bunch of young people.. I mean hey you all going out together even same age or younger than me are following you guys what can I do?  Have you guys ever think?
You know some time I think of giving up in this religion but in then end I realize I should not give up on God.
Now as you all leaving the church and pass every things to everybody and somebody? Actually is there anybody?
A man took few seed and place it in different place seed A in a pot, seed B on the ground, and seed C on sand 
Seed grow in a pot the take good care of it and it become fruitful 
Seed B grow on the ground it too been take good care and become less fruitful because the soil is not good as seed A In The pot 
seed C grow in the sand and in the end it dry out and become nothing 
The things is yes we know what happen in the story. But do you know what happen after the story?
After 1year
Seed A in the pot still alive but the pot is too small so the man have to give it a bigger pot! And the tree is hardly bearing and fruit.
Seed B on the ground it become very very big and it bear many many fruit and also there are a lot baby seed near to the big tree.
Seed C not at there anymore 
A is how you guys is a group but you did not have a better option and gone.
B is you start very very hard to do and the fruit is less but in the end you get a up coming generation.
C is you can't even try because you don't think God care about  it
Think where are we now..

Thursday, June 10, 2010

180degree


This few days had have a nice camp
i did lend a lot
thx to all of u




BUT........
remind that this is not end but is a starting point of all our change
hope god keep guild us and help us
remember that god will put some burden on us so that we can stand so that we can grow strong